Still sitting.

If there is one thing I can't stand it is sitting around. Doing nothing makes me feel antsy and agitated. Projects and activity make like seem full and give me a sense of usefulness. The last two of inactivity have really tested my patience. I thought it would all be over today and it is not for at least the next two weeks. My wife tells me I am being so anal that I am going to need hemorrhoid relief if I keep it up. She reminds me that my health is nothing to mess around with. On some level I know this but can't help but feel ready to be done with this place in my life. I probably sound like a pouting child but I don't care. Venting my feelings here is the only place that I feel it is okay to do so. I thought I was done counting down my days to freedom and now I have to start all over again. Wouldn't you know it that spring and beautiful weather would come to this area much earlier that usual and I can't even get out there and enjoy it.