Old man..

It has been a little while since I posted anything about myself and this seems like the perfect time. A week or so ago I had a birthday. Normally birthday's don't bother me much but for some reason this one did. I don't know if it is the fact I am carrying around some extra weight or what but I just feel old! I suppose I could buck up and stop whining and go get some Lipovox but I just can't seem to find the motivation. There was just something about turning 39 that kind of hit me. I am no longer a kid and really am "middle aged". Next year I will turn 40 and I wonder what the future holds for me? If I don't get back in shape soon I know by then I am really going to feel old. I am not used to being out of shape and am pretty sure that is half the problem but right now it just sucks to feel like an old man.